Dawn told me to update my blog so here i am. I dont have anything to say. All the "exxciting" stuff is much to personal to share. Im using the word excitind because i dont want to say what its relly like. Im not in the mood to blog right nowe, tho only reason i am is because Dawn told me to. Im gonna go now.

Im at mt sister-in-laws house. I havnt been here in forever. Before i got on my blog i was on alexs blog. My brothers were conpletely fastinated with the backround because thay could not figure what in the heck is going on. Dont worry alex they werent reading it. They were all crowded arond the computer and saying stuff like "woa whats that" and so on. It was the funniest thing.

Dawn i probably wont be able to text you tomorrow (tuesday) sorry.

Im so excited for christmas. Three days! Ok ive gotta go, bye.

:)

People you need to coment. I like getting comments.

Only three days till christmas, im so excited. I cant wait, even though i know what im getting because i had to pick it out.

I dont really feel like bloging rihgt now so bye peoples. comment.

Winer Break

Its finaly winter break. I love winter break, wae can ditch school to spend time with family. But im going to miss my school friends. My best friends are out of town for all of winter break so i have no one to give me a break from my family. Oh well, i can deal with the craziness. Ask Alex, she knows how crazy my house is, at its calmest.

You all rock. Alex thanks for the christmas card. I agree. The next tome you see me i will be past it. You have Dawn and Maren and yourself to thank for that, but not me.

You guys are the best.

Today was very interesting

Yeah im not going to talk much about it but it was crap for the moxt part. Alex thank you for listing. Maren and Dawn you guys are the best. You to together saved me. I cant thank you enough. I am in your dept. Thank you

Thank You Maren, SnowDay

First i want to say that its a miracle that school was cancled in las vegas because of "snow". this isnt snow.

Thank you Maren, your the best. I cant tell you how much youve helped me. I dont know how else to put it. THANK YOU MAREN. This really means a lot to me. Thank you thank you thank you. And just to be sure that im clear, THANK YOU MAREN.

Band Concert

So we had a band concert, as you all know, i dont think is was that great. It was by far not our best. I did horrible on my solo, i am so mad. I didnt go to school today because im sick. Sorry Aileen. If you hadnt done so already read my previous post titled "this sucks" and do as it says. You guys all rock.

this sucks

Things just keep getting worse and worse for me. I just found out something that makes me feel like crap. I am so upset right now, you have no idea. I wish things could get better, its not even my fault that im in this whole situation. I want to find out more but the more i know the worse i realise things are. Im such an idiot, theres something wrong with me. Im scared, i really am. This is serious for me. If you have helped me, thank you so much. If you sont know what im talking about, sont find out. If you want to talk to me about this, tell me, but wait till i come to you to talk.

Also, if you read my blog please comment on this post so i know who is on my blog, thank you. Sorry.

Go Crystal

My sister got her patriarichal blessing taday, it waas so cool. I cant say much for obvious reasons. Church today was awesome, i loved it. all we did in sacsament meeting is listen to the choir sing beutiful x-mas songs and sometimes sang along with them. It was so cool, i wish all of you could have been there, it was amazing. Anyway not much to blog about, not anything that willing to share with just anybody. You all rock, I love you, your awesome.

friends

I going to go to worthen circle soon to chill with my frinds. Dawn is going to be there which is great because my friend likes her, its going to be interesting. I also get to go swimming, i love swimming. I watched Iron Man for the first time last night and it was awesome. My dad is listing to his weird music, its good but its weird.

Grrrrr

i am so mad right now. I just got home about ten mitutes ago just to leave in 30 to were i just came from. I am mad at Rebeca because she was talkin crap about mormons. She was saying that its all just a bunch of made up stories and crap that people made up to get attention. It was hard not to do anything to her. Dont mess with mormons. So eris found out my password so i have to chang it, and you aint never gonna find it this time.

This is the secind time iv tries posting today. The first time i had just finished typing and the internet went out so i had to try again. Im so mad at myself, i could have doen so much better in band, stupid solo. Im not going to say how frustraited i am because im wont be able to stop, so..yeah. Got to get ready for mutual, you all rock.

Yeah so today was stupid. I am such an idiot. I couldnt do anything right and I was being so stupid. I hste those songs in jazz band they are so hard. Why do we even have to perform with the chior anyway. There gonna make us look bad(sorry dawn).We seriously need more trombones, Mr. Baker gets really anoying always saying "play louder, project more". Why dont you came try it yourself, im doing better than you would. Ok i feel better now, blogging really helps.

Thanks for talking to me last night Dawn. Maren I need to talk to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

party

So sometime doing the beginning of winter break were going to have a "party" at my house. You guys are all invited so if your interested come talk to me. I'll try to let you know more about it later.

saterday

I just got back from camping, if thats what you can call it. It wasnt nearly as cold as i expected, i only needed one jacked. Other people i know, not mentioning any names(Aileen) would have been sitting by the fire with 6 jackets and 3 blankes and still would have been cold. We were "trained" to get leadership skills, it was really interesting. Other than that we played video games and watched a movie, we even had beds to sleep in. It wasnt a campout is was a sleepover, but it was fun. Someone in our ward is getting baptized today, so thats good. I've been trying to get Datton yo come to seminary and church but something always "comes up" so if you people could help me with that it would be awsome.
Guys please dont tell people about my blog. There are things in here and things that will be in here that i dont want just anybody to know. Alex its not about that so dont worry.

campout

I'm at my friends house right now and he doesnt like it when i blog so this is going to be fast. I have to leave in like, ten minutes to go to my leaders house. Im so mad that we didnt have orange chicken tonight, my mom didnt get home until i was gone. Aileen im sorry i forgot your music. Ive been mispelling things like crazy so im gonna go. Maren I really need to talk to you!!!!

Sigh

Today has been a long day. Seminary at 5:50 on the morn, school, jazz rehersal, and shopping. I just got home about 20 minutes ago and ints 6:10ish. The only thing worth talking about is I got two knew green awesome jackets. They are really comfy and warm, I love them. Thats the most excitement i've had all day. Just so I've made myself clear, It's been a horrible week for me, Nothing really inparticular that i can name, but a bunch of little things. We just had a blessing so im going to go eat pizza, Which reminds me, were having orange chicken tomorrow, I love chinese food. I also have a campout at mnt charleston, Its going to be freesing. Got to go, Im hungry.

Whatever

I'm sorry CONNER (i spelled it wrong on purpose this time). This may seem random and it may seem like i'm lashing out, but you have to know how long i've been keeping my frustration. Alex just because you know I like and I'll let you cross the line farther than anyone else (dont take advantage of that statement) doesn't give you the right to disrespect my trust. What I mean is that I know that you have been telling people and i want you to stop. Aileen said that you've known for a lot longer than I thought. Who have you told? How long have you known? Please dont be offended by anything that i've said, I wasnt being carefull not to due to frustration and stress.I would like you to ask if and who you can tell.
Sorry if I spelled your name wrong Aileen.

CHRISTMAS band

I'm so axcited, were setting up uor christmas treetoday...while i'm at band. Today was crap as crap can be. The best part about it was specifically playing in band. And thats saying something. I dont want to blog right now, the only reason i am is so people domt get dissapointed. Maren I need to talk to you.

My brother got off of his game so I can blog so this is going to be quick. today was kind of whatever, I'v had better days but I'v had worse. I'm not going to talk about what was bad so don't ask, unless you think I'll tell you, then you can ask, but don't be offended if i don't tell you. It was a good day because it was easy. My science teacher actually decided to be nice for a change and we watched 8-belowin science. This is going to sound crazy, but i like school, especialy b-days. My brother is getting impaitent so i gotta go, bye.