Here you go nicole. Are you happy?

its been forever since ive posted last. but anyway. i am in salt lake bombin with my cousins. i love it po here, its so much fun. its way cooler and prettier than vegas. school starts soon. bummer. but im excited for band. im such a dork.

finals

Teah so finals are coming uo soon. I get to take all of mine early because im going out og town. So i get out og school a week early!!!! haha. I have familty coming in town this weekend and im really excited for that. Im leaving town on the 30 to take my brother to the MTC. im so excited!!!! not coming back till the 3. im going to go now. bye

ok. im seriously going to stop blogging this time. goodbye people.

Ok. So.....I really have nothing to say. We went to band festival yesterday and got a two. Not the best but we did good. So we went to fathers and sons this weekend and it was AWESOME. We went to Warm Springs. Didnt do much except for swim. But it was a lot of fun. I dont know what to say.....

Why dont you comment? unless you guys actually want me to blog im going to stop. But if someone wants me to blog i will. it doesnt make a difference to me.

I went to my moms work today. It was fun. Dawn went into the store with her mom and connor to but some stuff. Deseret Book in case toyr wondering. Mostly we organized books. We moved boxes, packed and unpacked boxes, and moved a bunch of books and really heavy stuff. And i got to break broken clocks. it was a lot of fun.

The concert last was overall good. I didnt think we did good but other people said that it was awesome. My solo was ok i guess. So the was ok. If you cant tell im sooo board and i have nothing to talk about. Theres a byu concert on friday and i think im going to that. Now i have to go work on my science project.

Yes, bruises. I have to go get ready for my dumb concert soon. I really dont want to go. Expecially because im missing the savior of the world thing tonight. Oh well. People dont get what they want. life isnt fair. bye

I am sooooo board and im melting from the heat. We have a dunb band concert tomorrow night. I dont want to go but i have to. I have a stupid really long solo. And its improve so ai sounds like crap. oh well. I have bruises all over me from saterday night. But i shouldnt be talking. They arent bad. you peoples all rock!!!! bye

Someone commented and told me to blog. So here i am. But i dont have much to say. so ill ask again. What do you want to hear or know?

Its been a while since ive blogged. I havent had much to do lately. I have a jazz band concert on tuesday the 21. And a want all of you to go. Well i havnt much to say so what do you guys want to hear or know?

Ya so spring break isnt going to be that fun. Just a bunch of saterdays in a row. The only cool things are that i talked to the most amazing person in the world on the phone for two hours!!!!! And my cousins might be coming down here on thursday!

That really sucks. Im not sure if i can go see my brother off at the mtc because of finals. That really sucks. So my life has taken some interesing turns lately. Im not sure where its headed now. But thats ok. Its alright where its at. It could be a lot better. But its also been a lot worse. I just want to thank all of you guys tht have helped me. Your the super best. I love you all. Whats funny is that everyone will take that in a different way. I say three words and it has so many different meanings. lol. bye.

MY BROTHER GOT HIS MISSION CALL!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!! HES GOING TO BILLINGS MONTANNA AND HES DUE AT THE MTC ON JUNE 3!!! IM SO EXCITED!! YOUTH CONFERENCE WAS AMAZING. IT WAS SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN AND IT WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE. BYE

Yes you are funny Dawn. You just have a very interesring/unique sense of humor. There can be more than one best. You both are awesome.

Oh Maren. Your the best. You make me laugh. thanks for everything.

Very nice Maren. That was funny. But its nothing new to you. You know know everything thatsgoing on with me.

Ok guys im sorry about this whole thing, i really am. I wish it could just all go away. You dont need to worry about anything. Just forget about this, i wish i could. Ill get past it. It will just take me a long time. But i am really really sorry. Can we make things normal? Can you guys forgive me?

There are some people who i hide myself from. In fact there are only two people who i let know. I was just saying that even that i do hide its still really easy to find out. No offense but dont pretend like you care. And if you do care you do a bad job at showing it or you only care for Maren and Dawn. Im sorry but thats what it seams. Im not trying to be mean or offensive at all. im just saying things the way i see them.

This is so frustraiting. Why does it have to be like this. I hate it. its kinda weird. A whole lot of people could make sense of me. They just have to know where to look. But nobody knows where to look. i dont want to give up.

No school for some of us today!!! The sophomores have testing. But anyway. Im sick. I hate being sick. I spent the night at Connor' and Dawn's house on friday. It was so much fun. My houseis sooooooooo boring. Hense my blog. Im going to join Mormon Youth Symphony. IF ALEX COULD FIND THE MUSIC. But anyway. Thats not a big deal to me. At least not compared to other things going on right now. People keep saying I should join facebook. What do you think?

Maren is everything ok? If u want to talk im here.

Maren you probably dont follow my blog but im really sorry. Please forgive me.

Yeah. Ok. You people need to comment. You know whats sad. I love band, its so much fun. But its sad that its the second brightest highlight of my life. Maren you need to blog more. You to Dawn.

Sorry about before. im soooooo happy right now. if i want you to know ill tell you. im soooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited.

Sorry alex. I had put that last post before the comment. If i had seen it bofore i wouldnt have guesed you or Dawn.

But seriously. Who is it? Whoever it is better tell me. Im getting mad. You say im complaining. Im not. You have absolutely no idea whats goin on. Other than making mad i dont care what your saying. It has no affect on me. I dont know who you are therefore i dont trust you. Your not doing any good like this. Your right, the truth does hurt. But you dont know my truth. So get out of it.

Dawn(or alex) if that was you it was rude. What do you want from me? Why are you acting like this?

very nice Maren. uno plus uno is does. but who is the other uno?

Maren even if your in a crowd your still only one person. I am always around a lot of people and i still feel lonly, i still feel like one.

Whoever did that last commont im sorry. Thats not what i meant. I was only complaining.

thats right. one person. thank you Maren. and you DONT look like a zombie.

im blogging just for you. no one elsecares enogh to read.

bye

one is the loneliest number

This is stupid. Im only home for an hour bofpre i have to go back to where i came from. This is the third time this has happened

Smart music is awesome. You should all try it. It has a bunch of songs. If you have a mic it tells youwhat notes you got and what notes you didnt.

Got to go to band, bye.

If you read my blog commoent so i know who does.

stupid computers

My computer is so retarted. It has a stupid virus and i cant use the internet. So thats why i havnt been blogging. I seriously doubt that anyone still reads my blog.

Thank you so much Maren, you rock.

yea.

Im so excited. My cousins and aunt are coming today. Were going to the airport to pick them up at 7ish. Im an my friends house right now. Marks for those of you who know him. I have so much to talk about right now but i cant because there are people who i dont want to know this. Those of you who can know know who they are. Bye

school

Today was the first day back from winter break. And was...interesteing. But i was good. I expected it to be like his, but i didnt expect it to happen like this. Does that make sense? Dawn should know what i mean and maybe Connor and Maren, if they can put my puzzle together. Im excited for school to start. But our church starts at 12:30 and i hate having it in the afternoon. I like it better at nine.