this sucks

Things just keep getting worse and worse for me. I just found out something that makes me feel like crap. I am so upset right now, you have no idea. I wish things could get better, its not even my fault that im in this whole situation. I want to find out more but the more i know the worse i realise things are. Im such an idiot, theres something wrong with me. Im scared, i really am. This is serious for me. If you have helped me, thank you so much. If you sont know what im talking about, sont find out. If you want to talk to me about this, tell me, but wait till i come to you to talk.

Also, if you read my blog please comment on this post so i know who is on my blog, thank you. Sorry.