That really sucks. Im not sure if i can go see my brother off at the mtc because of finals. That really sucks. So my life has taken some interesing turns lately. Im not sure where its headed now. But thats ok. Its alright where its at. It could be a lot better. But its also been a lot worse. I just want to thank all of you guys tht have helped me. Your the super best. I love you all. Whats funny is that everyone will take that in a different way. I say three words and it has so many different meanings. lol. bye.

MY BROTHER GOT HIS MISSION CALL!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!! HES GOING TO BILLINGS MONTANNA AND HES DUE AT THE MTC ON JUNE 3!!! IM SO EXCITED!! YOUTH CONFERENCE WAS AMAZING. IT WAS SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN AND IT WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE. BYE

Yes you are funny Dawn. You just have a very interesring/unique sense of humor. There can be more than one best. You both are awesome.

Oh Maren. Your the best. You make me laugh. thanks for everything.

Very nice Maren. That was funny. But its nothing new to you. You know know everything thatsgoing on with me.

Ok guys im sorry about this whole thing, i really am. I wish it could just all go away. You dont need to worry about anything. Just forget about this, i wish i could. Ill get past it. It will just take me a long time. But i am really really sorry. Can we make things normal? Can you guys forgive me?

There are some people who i hide myself from. In fact there are only two people who i let know. I was just saying that even that i do hide its still really easy to find out. No offense but dont pretend like you care. And if you do care you do a bad job at showing it or you only care for Maren and Dawn. Im sorry but thats what it seams. Im not trying to be mean or offensive at all. im just saying things the way i see them.

This is so frustraiting. Why does it have to be like this. I hate it. its kinda weird. A whole lot of people could make sense of me. They just have to know where to look. But nobody knows where to look. i dont want to give up.

No school for some of us today!!! The sophomores have testing. But anyway. Im sick. I hate being sick. I spent the night at Connor' and Dawn's house on friday. It was so much fun. My houseis sooooooooo boring. Hense my blog. Im going to join Mormon Youth Symphony. IF ALEX COULD FIND THE MUSIC. But anyway. Thats not a big deal to me. At least not compared to other things going on right now. People keep saying I should join facebook. What do you think?

Maren is everything ok? If u want to talk im here.

Maren you probably dont follow my blog but im really sorry. Please forgive me.